She was gone, and the coldness of it was her final gift. She died somewhere in the dark... there is no other tale to tell.


The Road

won't we?

If you love me and I’m weak, then weaker you must love me more,
(...)
And in the morning we’ll wrestle and ruin our stomachs with coffee,
Won’t we be, won’t we be, won’t be so happy?

(*)

Bonnie 'Prince' Billy

as a reminder

We got empty tummies but it won't always be
One day it's gonna be quail and dumplings for we


Bonnie 'Prince' Billy

I’ll say goodbye before we meet
It’s not who I am
It’s who I’ll never be.

"tonight the stars reduce us back to nothing"

aviso à navegação

Aos aproveitadores e aos que vêem nas contas de cêntimos uma borracha para o sentimento de culpa:

Ide-vos todos foder!

idiotas com pinças

Tornámo-nos dois idiotas que gerem equívocos com pinças. Desenvolvemos a fórmula, pesamos cada grama, mantemos o espaço impecavelmente estéril, como se a segurança do laboratório pudesse conter a explosão.

kurzlebig

A de amor, A de aquário

As perdas vivem-se na solidão. De nada lhe servem as parcas palavras que se conseguem articular. Nada o substituirá.
De fora assiste-se, de coração apertado, com a impotência de quem sabe que só o tempo lento vai tornar a dor mais suportável.


p.s. - abraço apertado em ti.

note to self

Wake up slowly, there are blue skies
Cutting white lines in black matter

Keren Ann

bested bones

Estou farta da tua existência em papel, em burocracia, em ansiedade. Há tanto que deixaste de ser e não termina. É brutalmente violento que o teu fim tenha que ser declarado judicialmente ou com reconhecimento notarial de assinaturas. Não bastam as cicatrizes?

"The possibilities are endless now, the forecast not so good"

s.

Lullaby

herzschwanger. in erwartung.

Boreas

thaw. unfreezing.

Will the dwindling ice bear our weight much longer?

calm. windless.

When comes the wind that billows our words' sails?

heart pregnant. in expectation.

Will it be a south wind that drives us to the north?

small ice age. foundlings.

Or will only Boreas get us on

the desired course?

in no time.

What nameless others does the storm which seizes us now already carry?

only glacier comrades

Is it certain that the land in sight is not part of the Arctic?

it's already taken so long...

Blixa Bargeld

[original:

tauwetter. schmelzfvorgänge.

Schwindet unter uns nicht allmählich das tragende Eis?
flaute. windstill.
Wann kommt der Wind der unsrer Worte Segel bläht ?
herzschwanger. in erwartung.
Wird es ein Südwind sein der uns nach Norden treibt?
kleine eiszeit. findlinge.
Oder bringt uns nur Boreas auf den Kurs den Wünschenswerten?
im nu.
Welche namelosen Anderen schon trägt der Sturm der uns jetzt fasst?
nur gletschergenossen
Ist es sicher, dass das Land in Sicht nicht noch Teil der Arktis ist?

es dauert doch so lange schon...]

"Only to find everything had grown"

I am a cinematographer
I am a cinematographer
O, I am a cinematographer
O, I am a cinematographer

And I walked away from New York city
And I walked away from everything that's good
And I walked away from everything I leaned on
Only to find it's made of wood, made of wood

And I was a big ol' bear once
O, I was a big ol' bear once
O, I was a big ol' bear once
O, I was a big ol' bear once

And I walked away from California
And I walked away from everything that's shown
And I walked away from everything I lived for
Only to find everything had grown, everything had grown

Now, I am a cinematographer
O, I am a cinematographer
O, I am a cinematographer
O, I am a cinematographer

If you were alone
You could walk away from Louisville alone


Bonnie 'Prince' Billy

note to self

Não! Não quero! Não é este o sonho.

[pensa ela enquanto o conformismo, disfarçado de responsabilidade, ganha terreno... e toma o lugar da fluidez de movimentos, dos pés leves da dança.]

S.

it's a parade

Doppelgänger

[Honestly, it's not what it appears to be
But only memories that ain't got shit to do with you]

"and what do you want, warm heart?"

i´ll be alright

"one little sip, sip, sip, sip, before I catch, catch, catch on fire"

"Tomei a mais masculina das atitudes: fugir..." É uma frase forte e simples. Tem estilo, força, precisão assassina - enfim, tudo qualidades que ultimamente tenho andado a perder 


Rui Zink, A realidade agora a cores

beware

When you can't find your heart but your body keeps moving
When you can't tell your life apart from your dreams
Follow the lights into the valley
Gently respond to the pull of a string


Jason Webley

43

We know that nothing else for us is possible


Bonnie 'Prince' Billy

[o meu exemplo de respeito, partilha e companheirismo dura há 43 anos!]

Com o capítulo da perda encerrado, resta-me perceber a coerência.

Don’t wanna fall into your eyes again
Don’t wanna lose myself into this light
I could be the one to die in pain

Don’t wanna fall into this trap again
Don’t wanna lose myself into this fight
I could be the one to die in pain

But if you hold me tight
I’ll kiss you all night
Oh do you love me after all?


Woodkid

nothing adds up

Qohen Leth: Nothing adds up.
Joby: No. You've got it backwards, Qohen. Everything adds up to nothing, that's the point.
Qohen Leth: What's the point?
Joby: Exactly. What's the point of anything?



The Zero Theorem
[Terry Gilliam]

a "wolf without a pack"

meyou

life full of holes

anyone who had a heart

aeon

it's time to make a mess

Earnestly Yours

[Some jack of diamonds kicked her heart around 
Did they know they were walking on holy ground?]

Mark Lanegan

"twilight falls again to the funny sound that a blackbird makes"

"all I've got is a pocket full of flowers on my grave"

Etimasia

Dias tépidos, revolta mansa

A uma escritura de distância de te transformares em nada. É curioso que sejam as formalidades legais a conferir-te uma existência...

Uma das coisas mais tristes que a história nos ensina é que até o passado mente - quanto mais os nossos sentidos, ou o presente ou o futuro...


Rui Zink, A realidade agora a cores

Se eu inventar outra vida, será apenas para não ter que remoer na que tive e não usufrui decentemente.



Rui Zink, A realidade agora a cores

happy purrrday!

The beast
he plays his harp
He does deceive the hearts
False fires in the minds of men


David Eugene Edwards

Desire By Blue River

A ausência de controlo torna a jaula (mais) pequena.

"aceitava fosse o que fosse de quem quer que fosse agora, [até os cães, que volta e meia ladravam nas quintas, eu desejava perto, até os moscardos]"


António Lobo Antunes, Não é meia noite quem quer

Há sonhos correndo 
doridos 
fechados


Adolfo Luxúria Canibal

E só com carícias se pode apagar um coração a arder



Adolfo Luxúria Canibal

entschuldigung?

S.

unter m. himmel

S.

da mágoa

Thought I had a dream once
Don't remember what
Your voice cut straight through me
Right down to my bones
Like a winter's wind it
Knocked out my soul

Thought I had some time here
Left my watch at home
Thought I had ideas once
But they were all on loan 
Thought I conquered something
Then it took me down
What I thought I heard clearly
It wasn't sound
Thought I felt your heartbeat
It was just my counting


Angel Olsen [...]