(não sei se valeu a pena. se calhar devíamos ter só ficado quietos.)

...

 

whose heart took a beaten?

I want you here

isn't it funny?

they said that's FRIENDSHIP and I mourned

 

(hoje, tudo me lembra de ti. ganhas espaço numa ausência que se alimenta do que ficou por dizer, do que já não vale a pena ser dito.)  

 

Al Berto, Diários, pág. 129

 

​my fingers sting
​where I feel your fingers have been
​ghostly fingers
​moving my limbs

​oh God I miss you
​oh God I miss you
​oh God I miss you
​oh God I miss you
​oh God I miss you

PJ Harvey 

I'm a dreamer

the wild chance we never got

so much politeness gone amok

 viver em permanente autosufiência a​efectiva 

caught

gut

 

(não há racionalidade que sossegue o que se tenta que morra na garganta, apenas na garganta)

...

(num) estado de desarrumação (senti)mental

so different

platinum

 

(a luta dentro da pele não acaba nunca)

open the window and watch you fly out

oh sparrow, you coward

the pain that you put me through

Dana Margolin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prkQtl8--Eg

show me one good November

oh, swallow
you've got that look in your eyes
come back when it's over
and do what you need to do
oh, spirit
sneak into the cracks
slow july washes over me
I'll do what i need to do

oh, sunlight, flood into bed
sing me a sad song
and dream all my dreams with me
oh, shadow
you'll always be there for me
the clouds in the wind
the birds in the trees

Dana Margolin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X56tr_umDj0

my coloured confetti drifts for you

amputada

sempre nos teus termos, nunca nos nossos.

I always thought I’d keep my mind

 

(tratamento de choque, sem pré aviso)

nascer na despertença

coming home

reminder

and what same things could these two know?

when one is so deep, the other to glow

Feist

Blindfolded

ask

we’re shedding our skin

molecules of light

missing Y.

(15/06/2010 - 11/07/2022)
 

 sinto-me a construir um açude com pauzinhos e seixos para estancar não a chuva, o tempo (...)

António Lobo Antunes, O Arquipélago da Insónia

 Não ponhas o coração à frente dos olhos porque assim não vês as coisas.

Gonçalo M. Tavares, água, cão, cavalo, cabeça

confession to a future lover

only the last piece of the sky is yours

our house is on fire

Poema com Rosa

 A familiar thorn in my hand

(...)

I can hardly hear it
Like a hush hush secret
I can hardly see it
I can hardly feel it
As you push it in further

Can you remove it from my finger
Can you remove it from my finger
Can you remove it from my finger
Can you remove it from my finger
Can you remove it from my finger
Can you remove it

kneel naked upon the burning coals

Daniel Blumberg & Josephine Foster - The World To Come (Original Motion ...

ausência

❤

 

Minus

Minus the words from my mouth, I'm here

Minus what I'm all about, I'm here

Minus the intent to feel, I'm here

Porridge Radio - Long

Mabe Fratti - Hacia El Vacío

11

 

💖

How could something so luminous carry so much darkness? 

*

Nick Cave, The Red Hand Files, Issue #146 

Alles in Allem

Running Scared

Keine Schönheit ohne Gefahr