Tuesday, March 26, 2013


You will find me waiting through spring and summer
You will find me waiting waiting for the fall
You will find me waiting for the apples to ripen
You will find me waiting for them to fall
You will find me by the banks of all four rivers
You will find me at the spring of conciousness
You will find me if you want me in the garden
unless it's pouring down with rain

Blixa Bargeld*

Monday, March 25, 2013

O registo das perdas nunca se ficará pelo algarismo 1. O das ausências temporárias ou permanentes também não.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

from the past

When you can't find your heart but your body keeps moving
When you can't tell your life apart from your dreams
Follow the lights into the valley
Gently respond to the pull of a string

Jason Webley

Note to self

Hoje responsabilizei-nos. A ti por não me teres cuidado como se cuida de quem se ama. A mim por me ter resignado a viver na invisibilidade.

Não me senti culpada.

(pela primeira vez em muito tempo)

It could mean anything


How could I not have seen

You coming

How could I have worn
Inappropriate clothing

All that careful stepping
Rounding of my soul
And now your rain

I feel you leaving

I don't know what silence means
It could mean anything

Won't you answer me
These days just seem to crush me
Hatching, collapsing, tumbling down

What if I drown
I drown

I see you leaving
I don't know what silence means
It could mean anything
Won't you answer me

I dreamed
I dreamed
April, April
That I'm walking
That I'm watching
Your rain
It overcomes me

Polly Jean Harvey*

Thursday, March 21, 2013


Concussions crown was all I wore 
When my mind met the floor

Rowland S. Howard*

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

How can it be as quiet as this, this close to the edge?

F. by S.

Feels like an ending
She's winding her way towards a conclusion
That never comes
Caroline feels uncomfortably numb

She's in deep
Surrendering to the promise of sleep
Almost done
Caroline plays an audience of one

And it isn't polite
She won't even try
A problem to no one
A problem to none

How can it be as quiet as this
This close to the edge?
Caroline says she's nobody's friend

F. by S.

How can you breathe 
Embarrassed to be this far left of alone?
Caroline knows there's nobody home

It's ending
Winding its way towards a conclusion
Nearly done
Caroline knows there's nothing to come

When in doubt
She wanted to get it all down in writing
Didn't count
Better if someone else works it out

The files are deleted
No resisting at all
Already defeated 

David Sylvian*

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Friday, March 15, 2013

You paint yourself white
And fill up with noise
But there'll be something missing

Thom Yorke*

Thursday, March 14, 2013

home for a lonely heart

Who measured the distance from the planets
Right down to your big blue spinning world
And heartbeats and tears and nervous laughter
Spilling down all over you, girl

Nick Cave*

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

The cat doesn't care, she's taking bets

Since we came to be here 
the pills will not work anymore
Don't try cracking the turnstyle 
or beating down the door.
Plastic rooms with false light 
won't save us from the drums. 
Horses beat the rhythm.

Carla Bozulich*

Sinto que algo me abandona, uma velha pele, um sonho do passado…
Como dizer esta tristeza?
Florestas sem música?

Adolfo Luxúria Canibal*

Monday, March 11, 2013

there won’t be a star left untouched

Just let me sit alone in this chair, my own make believe little throne
Ah Honey and collect the thoughts that’ll help me to stand

Josh T. Pearson*

Then your old friend silence will creep back into this pettiest of all places
He’ll ask you again, “Which is better or for worse, living with me or living with all my ghosts?”

Josh T. Pearson*

Thursday, March 07, 2013

With intensity, the drop evaporates by law
In conclusion, leaving is easy
When you've got some place you need to be
I'm giving up this gig for another season
What if I had stood there at the end
And said again and again and again and again and again
An answer to every question
Riding for the feeling

Would that have been a suitable goodbye?

Bill Callahan*

Note to self

When will you ever learn
That what happens there beyond the glass
Is simply none of your concern?
God has given you but one heart
You are not a home for the hearts of your brothers

And God does not care for your benevolence
Anymore than he cares for the lack of it in others
Nor does he care for you to sit
At windows in judgement of the world He created
While sorrows pile up around you
Ugly, useless and over-inflated

Nick Cave*

Tuesday, March 05, 2013


Why so green and lonely?

In pitch dark I go walking in your landscape
Broken branches trip me as I speak
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's always a siren singing you to shipwreck 
We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen

Thom Yorke*

Sunday, March 03, 2013

Lá estava o meu morto - e eu invisível no meio da multidão, com saudades daquele para quem já não faço sentido de forma nenhuma.

(It was a slippery slippery slippery slope)

Friday, March 01, 2013

Analisei, ponderei, exigi apenas a justa retribuição. 
Tenho a consciência tranquila.    
Então porque é que duvido no momento do confronto?


no Bairro (do amor?)