Grand dark feeling of emptiness

"Well I felt like I was born today
So I took it upon me to go away
To gather my thoughts and go away to
Where I could be used by somebody
(...)
And no-one I was and so I remained
Knocked-out in a hut, no mother, no name
And filled up my heart with one and the same
That grand dark feeling of emptiness
(...)
And now I am learning bit by bit
About the make and model shit
The muddy bowl I live in it
And all the mucks that tire us
And I'm afeared if I don't have
A piglet, lamb or little calve
I'll chop my humanness in half
And be as worm or virus"

Bonnie 'Prince' Billy